yeah so its definately been a forever since i've written on here. but what else is a girl to do when there's no one to turn to? my best friend is never online and my other best friend.. well.. there ya go.

im just so fucking lost right now. and im tired of it. and im scared.

~*~ danielle ~*~

twenty days later
and its still the same
holding my head high
not playing no game
people keep lookin
but i dont look back
gunna keep on steppin
cant get off track
cuz i know what i want
i know what i need
i dont need to hurt
i dont need to bleed
not one more bitch
who's not worth my time
gimme this one thing
man ill be just fine
all these lil bitches
keep walking around
keep my name in their mouths
i keep my feet on the ground
no need to be angry
no need to be pissed
as far as im concerned
shit, im better than this.
so just step the fuck off
get outta my face
i gotta go to work
so im outta this place.
 
*hahahahaha poem of my life right now*

::Love/LuB::
~*danielle*~

wow. its been a whole month, and a lot has changed.

me and dino broke up. its okay guys. im totally fine.

already moved on with my life.

i guess i should really write more, because it really helps me feel better when i've got a lot on my mind.. like right now.

its crazy. ahhh life is crazy. wanting so much. needing so much. who can give me what i need? what i want? only time will tell right? lol

so much drama. its crazy like.. right when things seem to settle down, and right away its like a hurricane of emotions, feelings, and hateful words. regretful thoughts. hurt feelings. uncried tears. all that crazy stuff rolled up into one little fight. its hard to handle.

untold secrets that i've told myself over and over again. keeping the thoughts of others tucked solely inside my own mind. lol. god im overflowing. hahah

i love how this entry turned out accidently poetic. guess it happens to the best of us right?

teehee.

::Love/LuB::
~*danielle*~

WHOOPS! its been awhile. i really wanna try and write more, because i hate keeping feelings inside.

Life's been going really well. Im really happy. My report card was good, and myphysics grade is so much better now. Thank God.

Saturday was the first trakc meet of the season, and im sooo in love with high jump. It like.. seriously makes me soo happy. Its soo cool!!! hehe

This upcoming saturday is a HUGE event for me too. New Trier's turnabout dance. OMG SO NERVOUS! hehehe. Dino's picking me up and we're going to his friends house because we're all getting pictures taken. HOW CUTE IS THAT?!! hehehe. Well anyways, after that we're going to dinner, and then we're off to the dance! AMAGAD SO NERVOUS! I think i basically have everything taken care of. nails on friday. hair saturday morning.  Oh My God... so nervous.

Oh Yeah! My SS Card FINALLY came in... so hopefully after the half day on friday i'm going to get my license! hehehe YAY! ba da ba ba baa.. IM LOVIN IT! hehehe

Ill try to write back later!

::love/LuB::
~*danielle*~